How to Give Yourself The Gift of Freedom

Ruminations for my 33rd birthday at my parents’ house.

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I haven’t written anything meaningful for two weeks. You see, I’ve been taking a break all of this time — waiting for now.

As I start writing these words, it is 00:25. The official date in Israel now is Sep. 7th. 2020.

My 33rd birthday.

Please accept my thanks in advance if you decide to bless me with a happy birthday. I will not be responding to those messages.

You see, this year I’m on a mission. I want to gain a sense of freedom. Perhaps, more than that, I want to gain a measure of control over my life.

This desire isn’t some new year or birthday resolution. Those “wishes” never work because we tie them to the date or the mood. A sense of freedom and independence is tied to no one but myself.

You’re probably asking yourself what exactly do I mean when I say those words. Well, let me explain from the beginning.

For over a decade, I’ve been struggling with debt. I have shared on more than one occasion that I have around 70k dollars to pay off. This situation prevents me from owning a house, a car, paying rent, etc.